As you can see summer has come to our Hoosier house. These are just a few of my favorite pics from the last few days. I love this time of year. I love being outside and digging in the dirt. I love the beauty that nature puts out for us all to enjoy. I love giving my sweaty WeeMan a much needed bath at the end of the night and kissing that spot on his neck that smells like baby and dirt and outside all at the same time. We’ve been playing outside every night when we get home. Last night we branched out and went to the local park that now has a play area for toddlers. As you can tell WeeMan thinks he is all that when we are there!
My other ponderings lately have revolved around babies. I know I know I seem to be obsessed. But I’m an optimist and a sign watcher. I’m late this month… only a couple of days right now. I have to say there’s a large part of me – that no matter how many times I’ve been crushed by disappointment before finds myself in the same place wanting so much to believe that this month may be my month. That this is my miracle. I find myself looking for signs everywhere – pretty obsessively. (In some ways I can be very ocd about things.) I won’t take a test yet. I won’t take one until this time next week. That will put me at a week late. I’m not even sure I’ll take one then. We go to the RE on Monday the 7th – so I should… but the pessimist in me whispers in my head that if I take a test I definitely won’t be….. Yes I know slightly crazy.
Anyways on to the video. I’ve posted this video b/c I heard this song twice in my fifteen minute drive to work. (The optimist in me is sure that it’s a sign that this is our month ) The realist in me knows it just may be a sign that God is there and there is hope to keep going – even if I’m just late b/c of my crazy mixed up body. Does anybody else out there look for signs – or am I alone in my craziness?